i feel it
i know it
but i can't say it.
not yet. it feels too soon
but why should that matter when
it's not my mind feeling, knowing it.
it's my heart.
i have never been uplifted like this before.
i have never felt that someone brings out the best in me, but he does this.
when i'm with him, i'm not a mess.
when i'm with him, i'm an undiscovered anna.
he makes me want to do the right thing.
maybe because he is the right thing.
some reasons why i've fallen: just for fun.
1. he's a PEC
(meaning, he carries a championship belt around his waist for pussy eating)
2. no one understands what i say or what i'm thinking or laughing at but him. even when i don't say it he automatically knows.
3. he knows the difference between when i'm just being quiet and when i'm quiet because i'm upset/mad/frustrated
4. he gets along with my mothereffing brother!!! (none of my boyfriends have ever passed this phase. and my brother and him drank a case til 3 am which is just totally bad-A)
5. he does things for me just to make me happy even though he doesn't want to. like going to my sr. serve or with me to houston on short notice for clothes.
6. he shares my sense of humor, like normally i'm just laughing at people's jokes, but it goes both ways
7. he's appreciative of everything that i've done and will do in the future
8. he's trying to better himself for me, not because i told him to, because i would NEVER try to tell someone what to do.
9. when he touches me, i feel it like a high, it's not a normal touch.
10. every kiss i have with him is different and new
11. it hurts him when i'm sick, or when i feel bad in any way.
12. AGH i could go on and on. lol
but i'll stop.
i'm just looking foward to everything.
11:59 a.m. - 2009-03-03
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