the way this boy treats me, sigh, is so unreal.
i don't deserve him but yet at the same time i know i do.
he is everything i have been waiting for and more.
he's got a mouth of gold, i am not kidding.
he says things that i have only WISHED i would hear. and for him to say them makes my heart smile. he's starry-eyed and appreciative of everything that i haven't even done for him. and i would never ever ever break his heart.
this guy, man.
i know he doesn't have the best reputation, but neither do i. and something just tells me it's real this time. there aren't any words for it, but that doesn't matter cause i...feel it in my heart.
i have never heard anything sweeter than. everything he says.
just an example.
today we were laying in my bed for about an hour and half just playing around, being goofy. and he looks at me in my eye-not the kind where he's trying to make me believe him-but the kind where his eyes are lost in mine-and he says you are perfect. i don't have anything at all but having you makes me feel like i have everything and more.
which he literally means this-he has no car, no stable home right now. cause of financial problems but he's trying. and i would never hold that against him.
but to hear that-and to know he feels it and means it is truly breath-taking.
we're so alike in so many ways, but so different at the same time...
sometimes, at the same time
we share the same breath.
2:15 p.m. - 2009-02-24
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