what's real and what isn't from you i truly can't tell anymore. you got high today, and i'm mad at myself oddly, because i didn't catch it. why didn't i catch it? your mouth was so dry, i hated seeing you like this. it made you so incredibly ugly to me. in fact, now days drugs make everyone ugly to me. i can't even bring myself to do them...and i know sometimes i really want to.
i don't know what i am suppose to expect anymore. i'm falling in love with you and you with me but you still miss and love her and i don't blame you. i'd miss her too, she was a faithful and good girl to you and you screwed it all up with me.
today, i found out more bad news about you and i hate this but it just makes me want to give you a break from everyone's passing judgement on you and i want to be there for you like you've been there for me at those late nights to tell me how great of a person i am to you..
but then you tell your best friend you want to sleep with my friend and just to make sure i don't find out..but your best friend is suddenly dumb founded by you hiding this because well you always say you don't care about me to him..and FINALLY, your best friend puts this together because everytime i'd sleep with your best friend i'd tell him not to tell you. how ironic :)
and yet, i'm still unsatisfied.
10:23 p.m. - 2007-12-17
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