All I want is to love and be loved in return. I could give someone so much. I'm always a hardass, always the girl getting attention from people, always playing the role that society wants us women to play. Always ALMOST attainable.
Baby you could have me for a lifetime.
I can take your pain away if you want me to.
I can be everything amazing to you.
I think it's perfect really..
I feel like we would be happy. Like I could make him happy..And we could have a little happy broken family. Cause as much as a man wants to fix things with the mother of his kids, i feel like the foundation of that is between that man and his significant other.
He has two. A 7 year old boy and a 2 year old girl. And I already love them. I can't stop thinking about the whole situation here. Why it feels so perfect in the first place makes so much sense! I don't know why I never thought that maybe a guy with kids would be good for me. Since I was forced into an abortion, and I doubt I can have kids now anyway.
This is so strange to me. That I don't know how to act towards him...I don't know how to talk to him..
When we drink, it's so easy to talk...
But when I wake up I can't find any words.
whatever is meant to be will be, there's always more fish in the sea. But I don't know if they'll be as promising of a perfectly broken family just for me.
1:56 a.m. - 2013-12-28
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