Am i really ready for this?
i feel so confused.
i want to say that i am only somewhat interested in Daniel, but at the same time i can't help but feel very intrigued and captivated also.
thus leaving me to feel nervous.
And i am never ever nervous.
when you are me, your confidence is always radiant with every guy.
that is vain to say at the least, but true.
this just feels extraordinary.
and it is rather frightening.
i know that his nervousness is partially to blame for my own nervousness.
he is readable, but not entirely.
it is apparent that he thinks i'm beautiful inside and out.
and i can understand why that makes him a tad uneasy...however it inadvertantly rests the awkwardness in the hands of the bolder. yaay me :/
this is usually never a problem for me, but i can't control these butterfies.
usually my thoughts are "this is love!" or "it's gonna be love!"
but quite frankly i'm afraid of the possibility of real love right now.
This guy seems too good to true.
he's a gentlemen, he always has been a good guy since my freshman year.
i have never heard anything remotely negative about him.
he went to the navy, hated it. but his psyche is perfectly fine because he wasn't a line of defense.
he works at stp.
and he's into my kind of music, even coldplay.
works out.
he has a good sense of humor
drinks and smokes every once in a while.
*sigh*
it's going to suck if he has a small weiner.
2:17 a.m. - 2011-09-26
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