how is it, that after everything you have put me through, you still have some undeniable hold on me?
i want so badly to erase it. all of it. that we ever met. connected. and most importantly that i loved you for you. but you couldn't for me. it was always " you need to change anna "
, sigh. reading my older entries about tony makes me feel like a complete idiot. i thought he was so great and awesome, and maybe he would still be if I didn't mindfuck him. WHY DO I DO THAT SHIT! I'm not doing it ever again, to another human being that i propose to love.
it will only end in utter disaster
12:15 a.m. - 2010-10-30
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