it's all just overwhelming...
scary
but what scares me mostly is i met my soulmate and my soulmate confirmed it but he may not be ready to leave everything else behind, some worldly idea. and here i am just as nervous as he is but i'm like "HEY I'M HERE! LET'S TAKE THINGS SLOW AND MOVE FOWARD WITH OUR SPIRITS" when it may just be me learning to be patient will pay off in the long run and our relationship will grow...
WHY AM I SO IMPATIENT.
why am i so afraid...ive always been in control and knew 100% if i had the guy...WHY IS HE SO DIFFERENT BUT AMAZING AND THE KINDEST PERSON I'VE EVER MET..
ughgkjaljeklj
and we began tues..this week..which is the anniversary of my acid trip..so it makes it even more..like fate.
i knew tony only lusted after me and that's why we could never work..oh but "a" is a completely different soul.
6:16 p.m. - 2010-10-10
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