I've lost myself along the lines of putting someone else's needs before mine, but that's always been my case. I guess it is true whenever people say that the devil or some undeniable force like karma, knows where you are weakest. and in this life my achilles tendon is my love, my big forgiving heart. second, is my pride.
Oh, how i miss being in san marcos. bay city is either going to be blown up or i am going to find a way out asap, and since one involves more jail time than the other i'm going with the jail free card. I can't take this fuckin' bullshit anymore. Sometimes I really do feel like flippin the script, I am sorry but I cannot even try to imagine being friends with these people that call themselves "real" just because they're pushing some half a qp of mary around this hick ass town. I will cut someone before i fight anybody else bcuz i don't have that much patience for any of the girls that hate so much on me, but act like they're my best friends and everyone is so stuck on this bar binging and jackin your friend's and 'they can beat up so and so.." because in REALity you don't fuckin steal from people you care about, you don't smoke weed to tell people you're a real gangster, you don't get tattoos of gang related anything ESPECIALLY if you aren't even a member, and you do not SNITCH, you don't say you aren't afraid of anybody and nobody can beat you up if you can't own up to your wrong doings or you can't address the problems you have with people. NO wonder, why the hindus call earth an illusion...haha
11:50 p.m. - 2010-05-02
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