This is the story of a boy, who grew up with A.D.D and was the youngest in a disfunctional household. He is now twenty four and has been witness to three suicides. Let alone the other tradgedies of life have not left him unscarred.-literally.
I don't know how I am suppose to reach out to someone who has not gone to college, smokes weed like cigarettes, drinks hard liquor and beer non-stop, and pops pills on top of all of us-EVERYDAY.-oh and smokes cigarettes like a fucking chimney.
Anyway, let alone me-BUT TONY, how can HE 'the king of fucking things up/the love of my life/' better influence Jason.
this is just a bad influence to get him back to square one before we met.
Honestly. I anticipate it. I'm trying to prepare myself mentally and physically for something I'm not tied to. Something I don't want to experience.
I could force him to move out but I love him. I know i do. I know that if I made the decisions to take that road tony wouldn't be affected by it as would I. because I care.
about my future
my life
my body
my brain
and I won't ignore that.
2:01 p.m. - 2009-04-22
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