Tony is the one.
and no this is not going to be about how much i love him or am infatuated with him.
-but i know it, i can feel it. and i'm 100% sure this is the person i will undoubtedly spend the rest of my years with.
both of us, fully knowing this, want a baby. (i am ready, this is not up for discussion) which is why we've planned everything to a T with ovulation tests and the works. I know that right now, my LH surge was detected 12 hours ago and am EXTREMELY fertile today. we've been having sex everyday probably more than necessary lol, but still. tomorrow will be the most important day to try.
and tomorrow is exactly two weeks from the first day of my last period. (TMI, I KNOW)
but yeah, it shouldn't be hard now that he's LIVING WITH ME :D
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however there is a bitter point in this story.
because, he's facing a lot of trouble with the law.
i won't go in depth about it.
because it is his business
but i'm just going to say
it wouldn't be very good for us.
and it sucks because now that i truly have found the person i am meant for and that i love.
and there is HONEST TO GOD nobody else i want-without him there
i'll lose my mind
especially raising a child
i don't know, just i'll pray for him.
2:45 p.m. - 2009-04-16
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