and things only seem to get worse between us, he takes for granted that i am good to him, and i treat him as i would like to be treated.
i could ruin it for him, i really could. but i need him like nothing else in this world.
i notice that when i truly have interest in someone i'm a pushover, and i'll go to extreme measures for whoever the person is.
of course, it's always paul.
i want to be the only one
i want too much
8:28 p.m. - 2009-01-22
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