last week;
tues, saw nic-messed around he said he'd call-never did.
and i wont call him; the fuck i look like.
the rest of the week just talked to paul and marty until thursday night- i met someone named darrell at the teen court thing from elcampo and he got my number and we texted and stuff
then friday came, and work there's nothing else to do but have sex in peoples offices. so i did. not with the older guy-with a fellow deca student-BIG MISTAKE.
theeen friday night came-got permission to go out so i went to wharton and went to a party with darrell. and all we did was talk and take a picture and kiss a little. it was weird that he wasnt interested in me that way; i guess i just wasn't use to someone talking to my face than my boobs.
then saturday i went to wharton again just to hang out with darrell and again that's all we did. but we kissed alittle more. idk, he's really into me and i feel bad cause to me he's just another guy. he's not my prince-charming he's not my one and only none of that.
then later on saturday on my way home from wharton, i check my phone and had missed texts from paul asking where i was and stuff. so i call him and tell him i was in wharton and he started gettin suspicious that i was going to wharton a lot. or w/e so i told him i'd call him when i got home.
buttt my ex john came over so i forgot about calling paul. john stayed til like 2, then i checked my phone again
and paul had called and sent me a text sayin 'ok wtf' so i was like 'what do u mean wtf' and he was like 'NOTHING!'
haha, then sunday HOME ALONE til ten that night.
and i jus hung out with carrie, ashly and ashlys brother. so we went to the movies but before i took us, her brother came in her room and was like oooh mistletoe and i kissed him and i don't feel bad-even if he use to talk to my sister and my sister is still in love with him. and now i'm textin him.
anywaaay, then today i had sex with paul.
i'm just a lonely lost whore?
i dnt know what the moral of the story is
and i dont care.
im just really nonchalant today.
12:44 p.m. - 2008-12-15
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