it's easy, let it go
in such simple ways you say to me.
sweet versions of let's wait and see.
but for so much waiting, i still cannot see anything but circles i'm taking myself down.
your path is twisting, and unrealistic. but most of all unforgiving.
what i can't believe most, is how i can be so naive to the game i already know you play and every card you deal. it's like letting you win each time.
it's ironic how i use self-destruction to make me feel in control, but honestly i don't know how it happened. i can't remember a single thing or feel anything, it's kind of scary because i wasn't in control when i did this, if that makes any sense?
someone needs to save me from myself.
2:49 p.m. - 2008-12-04
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