i guess all he needed was just to see me.
it's kinda crazy how i'm in control now, he's talkin about gettin married and living together. i've already applied up there. i just have to start saving my parents will not pay for it. sooo. idk it's what i want so it's what i'm going to do.
or i think it's what i want..
idk im kindasortamaybeeee having second thoughts, but that happens right..or maybe i did just love the idea of him and not actually him.
i kinda just want to wait and try with charles...or see if there's anything TO try..
9:29 p.m. - 2008-11-17
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