wow, this weekend i'm flying to new mexico. i'm not sure how i'm going to act when i see him and we're not the same anymore. i love him the same but it's just changed.
i finally messed with someone else other than him on friday, lmao. it was the funniest shit ever being completely STONED out of my mind because meredith is <3. and it was awkward and all the things someone's first time with a new person usually is. lol marty marty marty. LMAO. hahahaha okay enough and of course i regretted it like i always do...
but i really fucking miss charles, i was texting him last night and i realized i miss him more than i thought, esp that last day before he left. that i spent lunch with him and we were just watching the olympics with his head in my lap and me playing with his hair and then his kiss on the neck but not the lips. it was alll...what i wanted. i guess. i think i don't want him to know that i like him or that i could potentially like him. i don't know. *sigh* he's just so freaking cute.
haunted house was the fkng best too man, i have never felt so in tune with myself than i was in the haunted house. lol i'm strange
5:24 p.m. - 2008-11-02
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