11 weeks today.
it still doesn't feel real, i don't know it just feels like living without a period.
i really am stuck in the middle about all of this, i still don't think i want to keep it but a part of me does.
i don't have much of a choice anymore, because i am a minor and broke.
i think i got so desperate i even considered 'miscarrying' but i'd have to go to an er to have a D&C. and id have to go out of town like at sweeny. and make payments.
it's not a really bad idea, it'd work. but it just doesn't feel right.
i don't know i may do it after i see paul next weekend. but i'm still debating. this is what i get for being born a certified psycho.
this is all just so weird and uncomfortable.
3:16 p.m. - 2008-10-02
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