so ms. saucier told me that paul broke up with april yesterday, through text messages.
i don't know what's going on with paul lately, but he's been so distant from me. and why would he break up with april, i mean i know why he said he did but it doesn't make sense.
i seriously think he has another relationship going on or something. maybe he's even fallen for someone else. because the way he's been treating everyone is so inexcusable and not like him.
i think it's just one of those things you can sense and you know you're right about it. i hate when that happens.
it would be so much easier to let go if i wasn't 9 weeks pregnant (ten on thursday)
man part of me so badly want to get an abortion [when paul has the money, SHOULD BE BY THIS WEEKEND] and then just be done with him and meet someone amazing in college when i go to an out of state school cause i'll have the money cause i won't be paying for a BABY!
i have such high hopes for myself.
3:16 p.m. - 2008-09-23
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