i feel like a stereotype and a statistic right now.
i just don't want to think about any of this anymore, i feel like i have so much to get done but i'm stuck in slow motion when i try to. it's the most frustrating feeling in the world to watch yourself fail and not be able to much about it.
school and xtracurric's are the most important thing right now. then it's baby/paul dilemma and then it's family and then it's work.
2 more days and i'm 9 weeks. i miscalculated last time. :] it's actually kind of exciting, i'm really hoping for a boy. it just fits my personality i think. i finally got prenatal vitamins and it's helping with the nausea sooo much more.
i'm about to get off of work. then find the try to fulfill my day with boringness.
3:20 p.m. - 2008-09-16
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