123.
and four days ago i was 127.
everyone knows now. my family that is...i don't think i care that much.
i miss having friends man..
like really i miss having people to spend the night with and go out and drink with and shiit..i don't really have that anymore.
i feel so 'out of touch' with everyone while i've been hung up on paul, i've made him my focus rather than keeping up with my friendships. i mean i have them but a lot of reallllllly close friends are now just acquaintences. and that sucks.
idk...valeri called me yesterday, made me think a lot.
i dont even talk to nickole as much as i use to man..
it just FUCKING SUCKS. lol.
i need a new life, or a restart.
i'm tired of being stuck in 2nd place.
12:48 a.m. - 2008-06-20
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