so i've skipped 6th period tooooooooooo much. and i'm not missing anymore.
but today was fun, for the moment i guess.
i actually had an in depth conversation with kendan, about paul and himself.
i don't understand how paul can feel like i'm coming between their friendship if paul was the one pushing me away to kendan. and kendan says it's because paul cares and loves me. but me and paul are through because he wants to be faithful to april when reallllllly he's not going to be. just he can't do this with me because of how i got involved with kendan? am i suppose to feel bad because i finally gave up. i mean jesus, i love paul to the end of the world and back and i'd do anything for him but he won't let me. so what is left to give. what comes out of this anyway
me.
with a stupid boyfriend i don't even like.
another guy who is really nice and everything but i don't know where he wants to go w/any of this..
paul to be with april and mess around with anything that walks.
i hate how no one can fill the fucking void he leaves me.
9:17 p.m. - 2008-05-02
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