you told me you'd save my life
but all you're doing is killing me, i've lost count now. of how many times i've lied to myself about this. of how many times i told myself i was washing my hands clean with you. of how many times i've felt so unimportant and ordinary lord only knows how much i hate feeling...ordinary.
i thought i wanted a boyfriend just for the sake of having the label.
and now that i have john, i realize that i was way off.
i still have this unfilled void
i can't predict the future; maybe john will be worth it and maybe he'll be my 'hero'
so that labels guy #1 and #2.
and three...we'll just wait and see.
7:41 p.m. - 2008-04-28
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