some will always be right about me.
i do this to myself, yes you are correct... it's just so hard to let him go
when he made the first move to a real relationship, not just a 'no attachment' one.
but you never use your mouth in a booty call and he kissed me. and all i can get out of him is an idk, and i'm getting too close to you. so i wanna slow down and not have sex, i wanna be faithful to my girlfriend that i got back with today after making out with you yesterday and asking you to be with me, but im sorry for leading you on or hurting your feelings....
a couple of hours later.
can u come outside please.
2 hours of great sex.
in front of millions of people.
not literally, but it will be like that, trust me.
then on the phone
i get an 'idk about the kiss, i just meant i know everything about you...and idk but you'll never find another one like me, and you're great...but i need to be faithful so i dk what i'm gonna do yet' SO basically, i'm going to keep you on a fucking leash because i know i can. and i can fuck up so bad and just be like are we still cool and i know you'll say yes because secretly you're in love with me. and i'm kinda in love with you and have been for a while. and i was just about to be ready to commit but you said no because you're a paranoid retard. but also i keep going back to my ex because i've been through so much with this girl that i can't seem to let her go. kinda like that old relationship that went bad with you and lance, minus the hitting part. you know like when you love someone even though things suck sometimes well the majority of the time, but you love those little moments that work out. but you and me, we could work, just i'm a retard who likes to play mind games and steal your heart and squeeze it until its about to burst open then release it for a little while and watch it dance then stomp all over it.
yep that's exactly what this is.
10:55 p.m. - 2007-11-08
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