so tomorrow it'll be a month for me and john.
and in the meantime i'm textin charles with random stuff lol it's very funny. BUUUT i did not text him first he text me "ho" lol. get a laugh out of my stalkee taylor.
and the old guy, p, finally told me he loved me and he's been really nice to me a lot lately, coming up to work to see me during my break and picking me up to take me home, and ACTUALLY JUST DO THAT. lol no other events took place.
i don't know i love him, yes i do, but i'm over that whole i want to be with you BLAH BLAH BLAH kind of love. it's more of this i love who you are and you truly are a great person and i care about you sort of love and if one day we ever got together it'd probably work out.
i don't know he's been acting like he's my boyfraannn lately and he AIN'T. i actually liked it though that he was getting mad at me for not answering or texting him back and wondering where the hell i was while he was at HOOOOOOOOOOOME. BAHAHAHA.
my fat boyfriend...jeezus. so fat.
let's see
i have:
a boyfriend-john
a best friend and person that i love more than anything-paul
stalkee-charles
STALKER-victor
STALKER #2-kristian
love interest but just playing the field-kendan
not a stalker but def wants it-randy
old relationship sort of flirting thing-jeff
and i guess that's it.
fuck my life.
funny thing is i'm NEVEREVEREVER going to do anything sexual with my boyfriend and will probably end up doing so with one of the people below him.
cough. wonder who that could be.
7:42 p.m. - 2008-05-25
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